swallow,orchid,hibiscus.
hello one and all.

now,im transferred to hibiscus(weird, yellow/blue/green badge ps/pl all from swallow!)
reflecting,i think im a very playful,immature person at times.
from now on,i really have to change,to be less playful and more serious in doing things.

now comes a bigger responsibility,i really don't know if i can take up this challenge.so,im very sorry if i've done anything or is going to do anything that would disappoint anyone..
im really afraid of this future that lies ahead of me.
questioned myself as i was walking home. "am i able to take this challenge?" "am i capable enough?", what if im not,what if i disappoint everyone,what if i fail hibiscus,sngg.


form swallow in 2007june to orchid2008july.and now,the rest of my guiding life to hibiscus.
why me.
can't i just be left alone,in this corner to hide and somewhere to run.

thank you orchid,for all the times i've had with you lovely people(:
i truly enjoyed every single one of you,from the whites all the way to the yellows.
jiayou,joey&shua

i will certainly miss you,miss all the crazy times though it was only a year with orchid(and half a year with whites).
"an orchidian always and forever." will i really?im scared that as time passes, so will our bond.

and thank you all who have sent me sweet smses/talked to me/gave me a hugg. i'll always remember these little things you all have done. thank you!!(:

im know im such a freak,a weirdo.

<3,beverly
swallow june07!
orchid july08!
hibiscus!