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hello! glad to see me back yeah! (:its been approx 25 days since i've posted :O many things have happened between these 25days. campfires! ILOVECAMPFIRES. malaysia camp meetings were rather fun? awkward? haha,i dont know. but it was good(: hoho,i love our modified family dance yo! and that -FREEZE- moment.gosh damn smart. whats her name? jiemin i think? shes a born dancer! HAHA! i've got this malay-like costume,it wasnt actually supp to be one actually, but ohwell, my mum says it looks like one. just that i have to wear a shirt inside,and i cant find a suitable one >:/ i definitely look weird in that. ahhh! 2weeks till camp, im gonna be damn home sick. im being paranoid all the time about it, like forgetting to bring something(you know how forgetful i can be!) or messing up with anything. gahhh,stressed up! >:0 i think im balding due to this tremendous stress!!!!! i realise i still have to study for geog test in week 8. 15aug! so dumb man! i thought i could miss geog test! hoho, i slacker luhh. 16-25august. gooooodbye people. tmr's patrol meeting,got alot of things to do, so come early people!(: ohyeah.i almost forgot one really impt issue! congratulating me for this duper great achievement(; SILVER! for the 8th elementz sci comp(: the science project rocks man! it got us a silver and bronze,hah! (: im really happy! liven up my tagboard someone,im so lonely): cheeeko, never come anymore! -zingboom! wowbam!- HAHA. awake by secondhand serenade
i feel inspired.Awake by Secondhand Serenade With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes, I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do. You're an angel disguised. And you're lying real still, but your heart beat is fast just like mine. And the movie's long over, that's three that have passed, one more's fine. Will you stay awake for me? I don't wanna miss anything I don't wanna miss anything I will share the air I breathe, I'll give you my heart on a string, I just don't wanna miss anything. I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue, but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take, I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival. And if it's a hero you want, I can save you. Just stay here. Your whispers are priceless. Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near. Will you stay awake for me? I don't wanna miss anything I don't wanna miss anything I will share the air I breathe, I'll give you my heart on a string, I just don't wanna miss anything. Say my name. I just want to hear you. Say my name. So I know it's true. You're changing me. You're changing me. You showed me how to live. So just say. So just say, That you'll stay awake for me. I don't wanna miss anything. I don't wanna miss anything. I will share the air I breathe, I'll give you my heart on a string, I just don't wanna miss anything i don't wanna miss anything. <3,beverly.> "getting over it is even harder"
hey there;)yeah,im feeling kinda alright,i guess. just that i feel sad when i think about it. and because of this,i cant sleep at night!(tired~) i keep thinking and thinking and thinking. i dont really know what im thinking about exactly, its just random flashbacks. and im sure i'll never forget. "accepting reality is hard,getting over it is even harder." -maryanne's display name. so true. it is really hard for me to let go,just like i had to leave swallow last year. im still feeling sad,hmph, stupid me. but i shall need to get overr it(not meaning that i'll forget orchid!) (jiayou tokk and chua(: )love you guys! i'll try hard to adjust to my new patrol,rather excited for the first patrol meeting,i wonder... i really hope we can bond together!(: oh,i want a hibiscus patrol blog! (i like patrol blogs!(: ) enough of crying over me. we have new commanders now,bluebadge. they are:sarahong,shermaine,priscilla,rachaelteo,yeeching(?),joanna,xinying,tracy. these are our commanders 08-09,jiayou(: heres some pics i got from amy's/juliana's blogs.  this was after promotion,04.07.2008.so my face is all red from the crying and stuff,but i tried to put a smile! its like my last memory. okay!i dont want that to be my last memory of orchid<3.  1stjuly,tues patrol meeting(my last official patrol meeting with orchid!).birthday cake for the whites.  and this is ethel cutting the cake.(dont know if it juliana or amy,but one of them took it without ethel realising!:Xhaha,this makes me happy again. bye,beverly. swallow,orchid,hibiscus.
hello one and all.now,im transferred to hibiscus(weird, yellow/blue/green badge ps/pl all from swallow!) reflecting,i think im a very playful,immature person at times. from now on,i really have to change,to be less playful and more serious in doing things. now comes a bigger responsibility,i really don't know if i can take up this challenge.so,im very sorry if i've done anything or is going to do anything that would disappoint anyone.. im really afraid of this future that lies ahead of me. questioned myself as i was walking home. "am i able to take this challenge?" "am i capable enough?", what if im not,what if i disappoint everyone,what if i fail hibiscus,sngg. form swallow in 2007june to orchid2008july.and now,the rest of my guiding life to hibiscus. why me. can't i just be left alone,in this corner to hide and somewhere to run. thank you orchid,for all the times i've had with you lovely people(: i truly enjoyed every single one of you,from the whites all the way to the yellows. jiayou,joey&shua i will certainly miss you,miss all the crazy times though it was only a year with orchid(and half a year with whites). "an orchidian always and forever." will i really?im scared that as time passes, so will our bond. and thank you all who have sent me sweet smses/talked to me/gave me a hugg. i'll always remember these little things you all have done. thank you!!(: im know im such a freak,a weirdo. <3,beverly swallow june07! orchid july08! hibiscus! SPCA!
Society For The Prevention Of Cruelty To Animals. i wanted to do that for the guides cip. but its at least 4months attachment. so we may not have time. a pity): i really really wanted to help. :/  <3,  <3, love you animals(: <3, beverly. ahh, im really scared.tomorrow. :/ HAPPY!
 this is motivation(: i shall persevere . <3beverly |
