trust me?
im feeling seriously mixed up now. on the negative side that is.

i dont know larhhhhh!
i presumably wanted to post stuff that happened recently like going east coast&prize presentation etcetc.

but i just need to get it out here and now. or i'd be depressed forever.

IM SO FREAKIN CONFUSED!

i mean what the hell is going on in people's mind in damn none of my business okay and i won't wanna care a shit about it too. but its just that if its gonna affect me, then die it must!

okay, let me ask you a question: do you think trust is important? or how about being trusted?

IF YOUR ANSWER IS NO THEN ,NO OFFENCE, GO DIE LARH
COS IT IS DAMN IMPORTANT OKAY.

is it so hard to say that you trust someone when that person has already made you 99.9% trust her?
it is that 0.1% that you don feel that you trust just because you are a super thick skinned ass.

doesnt it feel sad and rather disappointing to know that after all that you have tried, using all you deepest efforts that that person still doesnt trust and believe you?

well, yes it is.

you just feel like killing that idiot but too bad you cant.

and that just makes you suppress more negative feelings. which is no good at all.

AND THEREFORE IT REALLY SUCKS ALOT.


yeap.

this is pretty irrelevant to you people reading this whole lotta stuff i just typed.
it was to get me a little a little less negative-like.

i feel a whole lot better! (:

okay, now im gonna post another one. which would be much much much more interesting i hope(: