SJIthingy
yesterday went to SJI(st.josephs instituition)
i keep saying st.johns institution.
how dumb can i get.boo.

met yutian at the mrt.
kimberly's mum fetched us there.thanks! ((:

on the way saw a bunch of sec3s walking together.
si yun,ethel,si en,(a few others,cant rmb who)-bad memory
waved to them.
siyun gave me the confused look.haha.

saw nienping,tabitha,peiying and karyee at the gate waiting.(think tats all)

went in.the school was at some totally ulu place.scary.it was like damn forested or sth lorr.

nien ping and me are the only ones in our groups)):
many groups also very little people.haha.
so we merged groups with two others.then we were called group 2((;

ahaha.our original group's facilitator had a reall funny name.
hes a guy(duh)and his name is shannon.
i always thought that only a girl could be named shannon.
so i kept laughing when he said"my name is shannon".then i burst out laughing.
i know im damn mean kae?but i just couldnt control.
the nien ping laughed when i laughed.them she told me to stop laughing.
i tried.it worked for a few seconds.then i laughed again.
then he said "why u all keep laughing?"
then i laughed even louder.
---boring introduction---
---ice breakers---
liked the 'blow wind blow'game((:

went around in our groups to the various stations to play the games.((:
1st stop:u had to use tables to cross over to the otehr side w/o touching the groung or else u had to start over.
u had to bring along 2poles along with u too.
the fastest group wins.
thought we were gonna lose.
cos then other team already had a plan and had already started.
we didnt have a complete plan and have not started.
started later.
we were close at the end.(they lost partly because of their pole--it got stuck below the table)
WE WON!whoohoo!!

i remembered the game after lunch was where:
u had to pair up with someone(we thought MUST be a guides with a scout)-luckily it did not turn out this way.phew.
u had to use honey(to make it stick to your nose)and cotton bud.
then stick it onto both your noses(u n your partner)
then walk some distance to the tray,put it inside.-each cotton bud was worth 20points.
if u gropped it on the floor or anywhere,start again.
the group,after 15mins,who had the most points wins.
i paired up with rebecca cheah.(sec3)she was reall nice((:
got reall sticky with honey.grossed out.yew.
dunnno who won.-who cared about winning when we were all sticky and cottony. :/

there was another station that consisted 3activities.
1.eat an apple.
-all the guides in our group did it.
-it was at a distance away.
-we had to run,take a bite out of it,run back.
-we had to do this consistantly till we reached the core of the apple.
-we lost by abit)): --anyways,in the competing team,
the scouts did it,they had BIG MOUTHS.


2.use a skipping rope(made of rubber bands) and the whole group had to jump 10 times CONTINUOUSLY (2 people held at the sides)
-we didnt really do well in the front.
-then the other team won.
-then we persisted and finally did it!((:

3.kick the chpteh 10 times CONTINOUSLY
-the other team won once again.lucky them.
-our team sucked at this though it was fun seeing the scouts trying to make 10.haha((:
-then we really couldnt make 10.so bessy said 5 will do.haha.
-we still couldnt.
-then the girls tried.still no luck.
-then they just said nevermind,we passed.because we really took too long.haha.

at our last station(i think)
we had to rearrange the tables into the sequence they told us to.
-our competing team,apparently,did not come.
-so we spilt ourselves,sec3s(scouts) one side,the rest the other.
-our team had more people.but the sec 3 team always won by like 1or2 seconds.haha.
-1st round:guides on tables.scouts on chairs.
-2nd round:scouts on tables.guides on chairs.
-3rd round:scouts and guides on tables.
-this station was quite fun though((:

we didnt get to play one game though)): heard from people that the game was fun.
anyways,the game went like this:
-you had to blindfold yourself
-walk to a pail then pick a utensil out.
-use that utensil and scoop out as many marbles as possible.--the marbles were in flour.
-walk back,still blinfolded.
haha.((:

our group WON 3RD PLACE!! :D whoo hoo! ((:
got chips and pepsi.
selfish SJI people.--sec2s and1s,i guess.

was pissed off at some points though.URGHH.
had a reall nice time((:
looking forward to next weeks guides session :D

B-O-R-E-D
am eating ice-cream now.ha.forgot that i had ice-cream orded from macs.so i decided to eat it now.ha.its like frozen so it hurts my tongue:/
im not supposed to eat it now cos my mum says its "time to eat fruits"blahblah.
i dont realy care.
anyays,she didnt say anything much.ha.shall just continue my time with mr.ice-cream.
hahs.
am gonna sleep soon.tmr have SWALLOW patrol meeting.will be there!

sad that FIRDAY HAVE NO GUIDES SESSIONS! )):
because we're going to SJI for some combined activity with our 'brother scouts' XDXD
and practically EVERYONE doesnt know the the heck is that place!probably in some ulu ulu place lahh.shall check the PSLE booklet.. later..soon.

aww man!just remembered tmr is the STUPID bio common test!!
im DEAD!i didnt bring my book home!everythings in school!
CRAP.now i for sure FAIL.
im not prepared for it though.though one must REAP WHAT YOU SOW.
shit lahh.don want tmr to come!

shall sleep soon.nities! <33

DRILLS!!
ooh.. today had footdrills with our new sec 3 commanders((:
they were: JOLENE.MELISSA.SEOW SHAN.
i think they will make good commanders((: but then why do we have 3?is it because we arent very good in our drills so we need one more commander?? -im thinking too musch into stuff.shall stop thinking.ha.
**am eating macs now for dinner.think im gonna BURST.better stop for awhile.because yesterday,after dinner,i drank too much water.then i vomited about half my dinner.yew.--this is quite random.ha.shall continue((:**
then later jiayin and mindy came and gave our enrolment presents.HOW NICE OF THEM! THANKS! <33
i think i did really bad for drills today): because i didnt do it for so long i became rusty)):
i turned the wrong way.DAMN embarrassing can! haix.i will buck up!
when they asked for a timer,me,dew,nien ping and i think maybe have someone else timed.
then they said that they only needed one timer.so in the end,dew was the timer ((:
I WAS SWEATING LIKE HELL!-i hate it when i sweat during drills.its like i sweat alot that time!i also dunno why.sad.

im so sad!!i have this really strong feeling that this person is avoiding me for no reason!its like when i said "hi" to her today,she didnt say anything!
i knew that she knew i was there.
she just gave me the cold shoulder.
even in the bus,she didnt wanna face my side and talk to her friend.she faced the OTHER side.
dunno whether she hates me or wat lahh.
but i seriously don think i did anything to make her pissed or watever.
i don think i've said anything which she thought was a sensitive issue.
i always think of the'consequences' before saying sth to her.just in case she was like sensitive to it and stuff.
its not like im forcing her to do things rite??!?
its like:day one she talks to me like normal.
day 2 and the rest of the days til now she gives me the cold shoulder.
well,if this continues,and i probably wont see her so often anyways,i'll just give heck lahh.

shall sontinue MAC now.am not so bloated lerr((:




THIS IS MY PERSONAL APRIL FOOLS DAY---
MY PERSONAL APRIL FOOLS DAY!
this is what happpened.

1.dropped my wallet on a LIVE BABY and made him cry.
-at first,i thought the cradle was
EMPTY.
-then i saw my wallet on some
BABY that i thought was some DOLL.
-stared at 'it' for awhile.my brain is damn lagg,i know.
-realised that i was a
REAL BABY because it started making some noise and then cried.
-i was thinking 'SHIT'.then ran a small distance away to jinny.im evil,i know.then its damn embarrassing!rahs.

2.got stuck in the toilet.
-couldnt open the door!
-pulled like mad and it fnally budged.FINALLY.

3.almost fell down while walking on the stairs
-just one pathetic step.
-i only stepped half of what i usually did
-fell backwards,but not tatally ((:

4.saw this wheelchair then decided to play with it.hahs((:
-i said"hey!got wheelchair!i wanna go try sitting on it!"
-didnt know whether i could do it.
-well,I DID.
-everyone got crazy.
-crazy nicolelow took a pic of me in the wheelchair with yt's back and janice's face.but quite blurred.
-i look like an old grandma!
-got the feeling of being pushed around with it.DAMN FUNN!

went macs later.study.hahs((: though there were some CRAZY PARTS WHERE WE KEPT
LAUGHING UNCONTROLLABLY.-no self-control.

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i also did some
super wu liao stuff today kae!

during lunch,i was eating-laughing-talking crap-noting the guides that passed our table.im retarded.but its because i noticed that so many guides passed that particular table of ours.haix.

GUIDES who passed were:
nien ping(saw her so many times!!),dew,joey,janicelee,ziodey,hsiao wei,jia yin,mindy(she walks with her back super staright can!),sarah,elissa,priscilla,si ming,iinny,si yun,see yi,rachel tay,hilda,etc.ALOT KAE!these are only those that i can remember.some i dont really know their names.sorry.

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i have some really sad news for myself.-self-pity.ha.
my messenger,CAIJIAHUA,indirectly asked me to write to my angel,because i didnt write.SORRY!-yt told me tat JH asked her to tell me to write to my angel.
so i did.
then she said "i dont know who your angel is."-i thought she was joking.then yt and dew helped me pass the letter to her.
she apparently wasnt joking because she went to my class today and asked me"who is your ANGEL?"
HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW??!? -isnt that the purpose of the game??! it totally defeats the purpose of the game if i knew who my angel was at the start of this game.HAIX!-sigh-
told her that xinhui knows who my angel is-because she said so.bleahx.


gotta sleep now,tmr have drills,don wanna be late ((:


TODAY WAS THE 1st DAY OF SCHOOL IN TERM THREE!
and,well,it was somewhat okay.-as NOT EXPECTED.rahhs.
well,i guess i'll just start from the MORNING.
the well,u might say,studious,xinhui wanted to go to school with me this morning.-because we live near each other.ha.
then,she sent me the msg like at 11++?!but i obviously was ALREADY asleep.so i OBVIOUSLY didnt reply her.like duhh rite??!
I WOKE UP FREAKIN LATE.and i still didnt realise until like 6.15am.and i was still at home,not change.CRAP.i noe,im damn lagg kae?
in the end,didnt go with xinhui!ha;BUT!will go with her tmr.RAH!((:
well,xh thought that i was gonna be late for sch! :O luckily, i wasnt! ((: LUCK WAS SURELY ON MY SIDE!
NOW,LESSONS START!
PE was the first thing.changed teacher.RAH.mr phee was such a nice teacher! )): well,things do change in life.
now,the ever-so-BORING CHINESE was next.
there were 2 teachers.pan lao shi and some other teacher.-forgot her name.ha.
well,they spilt our class up kae!!EVIL TEACHERS!)': 1-19 go to the 'unamed' teacher. 20-38 go to pan lao shi.
i was index 20.had to go to the boring,slow talking,CONTROL FREAK,'gentle'-as in she doesnt talk louldly n shout,well,not YET.CONCLUSION OF HER:BORING!!!!!-my life would be hell with her teaching me for the next half of the year! )): im being damn mean.but i just cant get enough if her!joking.
RECESS!
it was nice((: the usuals.and i ate LAKSA again.i should stop eating it.its BAD.
MATHS!i cant understand.i suck;
well,it was technically OKAY.i always did not have the talent for numbers.i just suck at it lahh.
CONSUMER ED!-home econs
had this intuition tat ms gwee would b our home econs teacher.i wished it was so UNREAL.i wanted to prove myself wrong.BUT I WAS RIGHT.ms GWEE was our home econs teacher!OH MAN!
and,UNFORTUNATELY,are not sdoing cooking this year!WAHH LAO!!we're gonna learn HOW TO USE YOUR MONEY.BORING CAN!
like wth.MONEY makes the world go round?probably.but i hope not.for everyone,even your family and friends will backstabb u for tat.sucks,doesnt it?-OKAY!SUPER RANDOM! ><
have a real interesting story to say.ha.
ms gwee said,while we were doing work,"whos a guide here?"
and me,thinking of nth but to do what i was supposed to do,RAISED UP MY HAND.
then i thought"why isnt mary-anne and jinny raising up their hand?"weird.i was still clueless to what the near future held.
then ms gwee said"i need you to run an erand for me."then i was like..."okay.."then mary-anne came along with me.
i frankly thought that she was gonna ask us to help her do some guide stuff!-but apparently NOT.she wanted us to pass a msg to some classes.
LIKE WTH!its not even guide related then why the heck did she specifically ask for GUIDES.shes BIASED.
me and mary-anne had a damn freakin trouble finding 2J and Ll!!like the classes were all around school!we spent in all, like an hour,or less than tat,doin these stuff for her!!it was better than staying inside the boring room though.ha.
TEAMWORK!
asked some stupid qns.bleahx.

am tired now.shall go to sleep soon.

tmr will have COMPANY MEETING!whoo hoo!i wonder how it will be like without our wonderful sec 4 seniors! ((;

well,reminds me tat im out of swallow patrol already.)): why?!? ONCE A SWALLOW;ALWAYS A SWALLOW!
anyways,ORCHID is a nice patrol!((: got reall NICCEE patrol members!! YAYS!

am looking forward to ORCHIDS first patrol meeting on wed!! ((:
and to SWALLOWS patrol meeting on thurs!! ((:

SWALLOW <<3
ORCHID <<3

'what will haooen on the first day of school?'
ARHH HAHA.THIS IS SUPER RANDOM.BUT I STILL ITS FUNNIE.HARHARHAR :D












What will happen on the first day of school?
QuizGalaxy.com
• JANICEchua will cry about summer being over
• HoYUTIAN will wear the exact same thing as you
• JINNYseow will set off the fire alarm so that you don't have to go back to school
• KIMBERLYyang will push you into a locker and then scream 'death to tyrants'
• MARY-ANNEchan will jam you in the eye with a pen when you ask to borrow one


'What will happen on the first day of school?' at QuizGalaxy.com

MAKES ME WONDER.....
This girl was just talking to her senior on MSN and she[senior] said about how much she has to study.. which makes the girl wonder about this.....

when she was in kindergarden,she said to herself"i want to get to primary 1 soon so that i can get bigger and know more things."
BUT!
when she was in primary 1 and 2,she thought to herself"i wanna become a primary 6 girl!!i wanna grow up soon! i wanna let people know im not a small girl anymore!"
ONCE AGAIN.....
and in 2006,shes grown alot.mentally,especially.but alas she thought to herself once more.she thought,"just one more year,one more year and i can rest!with less of the sickening tests,new friends.who knows?i can get more freedom!"
A YEAR PASSED....
well well well,a year has finally passed!this girl thought that it was what she always wanted!-freedom,less crappy tests,more friends and more!well,she DID have more friends(that was for sure),she had more fun.BUT!the tests she tok had more than she could handle!and more subjects!-obvious-and ,more assignments!this was not exactly the sec life i was expecting.oh well,life had to move on,didnt it?.
then,she had this thought.not exactly the ones she had when she was younger.she now knew that if she kept wanting to be older,it would be a greater disappointment to her because when she actually reached that age,she didnt like it at all.-not one bit.none of the things were getting better.well,only some.but generally,things were less stressful in the past.
what she thought was"i want to be a kid again.one that lived in kindergarden."THAT would be the life she would want.carefree,worried about less things.-practically spent her days slacking,playing,watching tv,dying of boredom.but that was much better than the life she had now!-stressed up and stuff.all she wanted was a carefree life.THAT WOULD BE THE BEST.
unfortunately,she couldnt turn the clock backwards.nothing could bring her back in time to spend those days again.
all she could do now is to wonder what would happen next time and dream about the carefree days she once had.
how time flies.....



SAD.DEPRESSED.a new beginning?
FIRST DAY [14thjune.thursday]
GUIDES training CAMP IS OVER!
firstly,i would like to say that.. I HAD TOTALLY NO CLUE AT ALL THAT THIS CAMP WAS A TRAINING CAMP!-okay,i know,im dumb.ha.let me go through these 3 days..n 2 nights..

FIRST DAY [14th june.thursday]
went to school with BIG LOADS of stuff..damn heavy.then we fall in into our camp patrols.mine is MATRIX!whoohoo!i was like damn hyper on the first day.then the DEADLY PT(physical traning)came. *gasps* it was lead by xun min and rachel tay.mindy and liying.haix.they damn fit can.we all like practically died la.i mean the running was all ok for me.but just after we run,must do like pumping and stuff.and like how many rounds we did i also dunno.drank like darn alot of water kae! ><>
we didnt have inspection!phew!-cos we took damn long to do the tent and stuff.
then we had song session with xinhui!our patrol was trying to be enthu! ((: esp since our patrol was quite small. i sorta couldnt catch the lyrics of some of the songs.but i had fun ((:
then, it was GAMES time!((: chin pei couldnt join us cos she was one of the gamemasters.*sobbs*we had many cheers!so funny.haha.overall,i think we did quite well :D
now was WET GAMES! whoohoo! ((: i had darn alot of fun! like bombing nien ping,mary-anne,janice lee and many many more! i actually went to bomb the senior and charlotte!haha.it was the best water games ever! but before tat,some stupid thing happened to me.me and janice chua went to fill the pails with water then i saw this hose in the toilet.thinking that it was connected to the button,i PRESSED IT.apparently,i was a SHOWER!and i was standing right under it.how stupid can i get?even before the wet games,i was already half drenched.SI YUN was the NEXT VICTIM of the shower head!haha.that was damn funny! ((:
it was now MATRIX's turn to do the outdoor cooking! yay! i was damn excited! thanks to chin pei's pro-ness,we started the fire with only ONE MATCHSTICK! :D and maintained it!she called liying her 'shi-fu' cos she teached chin pei how to start a fire and stuff.mindy was there to help us! thanks! ((: IT WAS DAMN FUN DOING THE COOKING AND STARTING THE FIRE. haha(:
it was now the bath time!my 'timers' for that toilet were selina and rachel tay.they were like quite nice cos they sometimes talked to us.haha.yay for me! (: i didnt pass the 3mins shower time! ((: only just nice!
we had the NIGHT TRAILS later.it was scary at some parts.-freaked out for nth.started at xm n rachel tay's station.xm looked damn cool okay!and rachel tay also looked quite nice.-she kept combing her hair.hehs.xh and mindy that station was like really FREAKIN ME OUT! xh was the daughter,mindy the mum(lisa),forgot who wasthe rich guy and i think lim zhen was the ex-bf.xh was like "come and play with me.. no one wants to play with me"then she grabbed my shoe and asked me to play with her.i was damn freaked out can!and mindy's eyes were super BIG while she stared at us and kept saying"who's my murderer?!HELP ME FIND MY MURDERER!"tat was like super freaky can!okay,enough of freakin myself out.
later, we had guides own.i gave my letters to xh and trina.feel bad bout not giving xm.-but i didnt know wat to write to her,like it was awkward.someone wrote to me.but i dont know who.dumb me.
had super and then slept in this super stuffy tent!yi tong joined us cos her tent had 9 ppl(NP tent!-they sure squeeze like hell),our tent only had 4 ppl(dome tent some more)-and beatrice didnt sleep with us cos she had back injury.*sigh*plus she was jasmine's gd friend or sth.ha.

SECOND DAY [15th june.friday]
okay,woke up and the weather was freezing but i was sticky because of the night before.yuck.got ready and stuff then fall in.we had the ever strainious PT again.haix.then they started stuffing us with pieces of bread for breakfast!like i was seriously gonna burst!the milo had that burnt taste cos it was cooked with the 'self-made fire'.haha.-no gas.
it was then INSPECTION.die.i was like in a mess and stuff.i was damn scared that i didnt label anything!then we laid our stuff out.some seniors and sec 4s went around to check.there was this funny thing;i was hoping for tong tong not to come to inspect our patrol.but when we saw her and selina heading towards our patrol,me and beatrice were like "OMG,its tongtong".i was damn freaked out kae! O: tongtong checked with selina and confiscated chin pei's hat(which she labeled,but forgot tat she she did and tong didnt see . -_-)and jane's packet of tissue paper.they didnt check my stuff!-wow,im darn lucky!but i thinkl i labeled everthing! ((:
then we had one enrolment rehearsal.before the real thing in the morning.it was raining heavily so we had to do it in the forum!and on the real thing,mrs josephine sheerwood had trouble pinning the enrolment badge on my scarf.-she said the pin needle was not sharp. ha.i was damn PROUD of myself!-finally been enrolled! ((:
then we had campfire!whoohoo!((: we GATEWAY ppl had to go help with the GATEWAY stuff..some of us were to sit on the tripod so tat it will not fly in the case tat any person(especially scouts) are too heavy.i was one of them sitting! <3 style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">THIRD DAY [16th june.saturday]
was super tired when i woke up!had terrible backache!gosh.YAYS!no PT!im like praising heaven and earth! ((: had that stuffing of bread again!urghh.it was even worse now considering the fact that it was peanut butter-making it damn dry!and i didnt have enough time so i stuffed everthing in my mouth and couldnt swallow it! :O so i got up the stairs.and halfway up,xh,standing from below,asked me "beverly,are u alright?"-sounding very worried.cos i was covering my mouth looking very sick.. cos i couldnt swallow the bursting bread!and i think that she thought that i was gonna vomit or sth.-actually,i was.bleahx.
then we went to get the gateway down.alot of us totally regreted not climbing it(had no time)!!like we helped build it!people who didnt build it climbed but we didnt!*sobbs*then halfway,i went to take my camp patrol picture.it was great! ((:
it was lunch.the food was okay.hahas.
FAREWELL & PROMOTION !
im damn sad this has to come! FAREWELL!there were some videos made.. it was damn touching!-i like cried;trying to hold my tears back.-couldnt control!im an EMO.but at some parts it was also darn funny! :D
xinhui was awarded the -future vet- award.xunmin was awarded the erm.. sorry i forgot..may was awarded the -mint ice-cream - award!-jus because she resembles it.haha.that was damn funny la.rachel tay was awarded the -hottest shorts-award.and there was proof!there was a pic showed with her standing on the gateway with MINI RED FBT.then there was a quote by ms susan lim"your shorts are brighter than the sun."okay,that was like damn funny,i laughed like mad!vanessa was awarded the -longest hair- award.lame but funny.ha.
and there were pics of sec 4s when they were in their younger sec days.. xm,xh and mindy were so cute lar!!xm eyes were like quite big.. xh still looked abit the same.. some looked abit emo. haha.mindy looked the most different between the 3 of them!! they were all so darn cute can!and i didnt know,but alot of them wore specs when they were younger larr!
then we played the manito game!it was like super sad cos my manito was shangmeei and her manito was me!so we jus joined with someone else!hehe((:
then we all had the FAREWELL presents thing..i was like crying!i was damn sad larr!!i just couldnt control my emotions!
then suddenly hida said"there will be four new patrols formed because the company is expanding"i was damn frozen at that time kae!i was hoping that no one would need to be taken out of SWALLOW!but i know that it was inevitable.and what shit!my name was caled out!"beverly lim"i was really frozen and could not think of anything else.i stood up and turned xh and xm were standing there and i hugged them.i jus lifelessly headed to my new patrol and did not even know what it was!and i jus started crying like shit,uncontrolably.i just couldnt stop.too much emotions were flooding my mind.too many memories though it was only 5++ months.i jus couldnt stop.like after 30mins,i was still crying larr!SI YUN AND LIU ZHU WERE ALSO CALLED OUT.si yun was to be one of the new patrol's PL.
then i went back to my patrol,and will always be,SWALLOW!to eat pizza together.si yun was also crying like shit can!and alot of us.the pizza was put in front of me.i totally had no appetite to eat it!then xh said"this will be our last time eating together so just take it"and at the moment i heard it,i took it.i didnt wanna miss this last time we all were eating together.but it tasted plain.but i jus chewed it down while crying.it was dead silent.no one talked for awhile.then xh started,"someone talk!this is the last time xm will be talking!"then xm was like"yar,....."then she said some other stuff..couldnt remember the rest.too sad to.hahs.then the sunflowerers and flowerpeckers said their patrol cheer like real loud.and i was STILL CRYING!but tried to tone down abit.later cried like shit some more and starting to huggg people!thanks for comforting me!really appreciate it! ((:


wanna end here.till it gets too long.-which it already is.wanna thank all that have helped me and comforted me when i was down.and congrats
to those who have been promoted.and will miss all the sec 4s!hope you'll come back! ((:
-beverly*-----


the end of a journey and a new beginning?memories are what i'll treasure in my heart.forever.swallow.my number one patrol forever.